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This next semester is going be a whole lot better than last. I can feel it. I've decided to not take math and take it in the summer. This way I won't have an over load of school work and have time to actually enjoy college. Plus, biology and chemistry in one semester will be kind of tough anyway. For a while I was having a lot of hatred thoughts towards a&m, but after being in the valley for a couple of weeks i'm beginning to appreciate college station ten times more. I should just be glad I'm away from home.
I've decided to study less this semester, but study more productively. The majority of the time I was pretending to study...just to make myself feel better. Yea, that's pretty stupid.
As you know...I always need to be confused about something. This time i'm not confused about my sexuality, which school I want to attend, which guy I like more...but...yea..it's kinda boring...but..what I want to major in. Sure I'm interested in Nutrition...but to have it as my life job? Ehh' not sure i'm feeling it that much. I'd love to work in a studio...make CD's, maybe? That'b be swell. Maybe i'm just letting my childhood dreams get the best of me? Maybe I should start thinking more maturely and think about how I need to support my family and what not...
On another note, I'd love to start a little side project band with a guy. I think a guy and a girl playing some acoustic would be lovely. I've always wanted to do it, I just never took the time to improve my guitar skills. I should have learned more over the break! Oh well, I bought a guitar book today so that I could learn new chords and all that jazz. That's a first step, right? I mean...I think about it ALL THE TIME, it pretty much consumes my thoughts...it's time to do something about it. Aha' maybe I can make my dream a reality? How great would that be..
I've decided to study less this semester, but study more productively. The majority of the time I was pretending to study...just to make myself feel better. Yea, that's pretty stupid.
As you know...I always need to be confused about something. This time i'm not confused about my sexuality, which school I want to attend, which guy I like more...but...yea..it's kinda boring...but..what I want to major in. Sure I'm interested in Nutrition...but to have it as my life job? Ehh' not sure i'm feeling it that much. I'd love to work in a studio...make CD's, maybe? That'b be swell. Maybe i'm just letting my childhood dreams get the best of me? Maybe I should start thinking more maturely and think about how I need to support my family and what not...
On another note, I'd love to start a little side project band with a guy. I think a guy and a girl playing some acoustic would be lovely. I've always wanted to do it, I just never took the time to improve my guitar skills. I should have learned more over the break! Oh well, I bought a guitar book today so that I could learn new chords and all that jazz. That's a first step, right? I mean...I think about it ALL THE TIME, it pretty much consumes my thoughts...it's time to do something about it. Aha' maybe I can make my dream a reality? How great would that be..