Apr 12, 2005 23:44
I feel really nervous right now. I don't know why, though. I feel like tomorrow is going to be different. It's not though. It's the same damn thing everyday. Well, I have the occasional spontaneous crap that goes on. Tomorrow I’m going to go to a porn shop with clay. lol. That should be different. I've never been to one! Haha, I think it's going to be hilarious. Don't worry, i'm not going to by anything toooo dirty, and if i do...you might be privledged enough toooo...jk.
Prom is coming up. I'm excited =) I bought my dress already. I'd like to think I’m satisfied with the dress I picked. We have been planning our trip to the beach after pictures/dancing/and eating. Mando has a beach house, and he's being reaaaalllyyy cool about letting people crash there. AHH, I can't get over how much of a sweetheart he is! I know he's going to make my senior prom incredibly memorable. As the days go by, our relationship is getting stronger. I feel like I don't show how much I appreciate everything he does for me. But, he's SUPER observant, and he notices all the little things. That's always good. (But yeah, so far so good...
Anyway, it's starting to hit me that senior year is coming to an end. I had some damn good times first semester. This second semester is A LOT different than first semester. Either way, I’d like to think I’m living up my senior year. There are some things that I wish I would have done differently, though. There are also some people that I wish I was closer to. It's not too late. I still have time. On another note, I still have no clue where I will be in 4 months. It's a gross feeling. All I know is that today I want to go to Texas State...