Wow.. I don't really know if this makes any sense yet. First you make me cry my eyes out when I read you saying you miss me and how things used to be between us... then you make me feel like shit reading you dont know if you want me to come home, cuz you think im using you and mom. I don't really know what to say back to any of it, cuz... well... it's as if you never knew me. Then again... its as if i dont really know you. You told mom repeatidly over this past week that I wasnt going to come home... but guess what lindsay, im home. Im sitting here, alone... but home. Its Monday, the exact day I said i'd come home too. Isn't that amazing... I guess you were wrong about me. I wasn't lying. I came back. Don't sit there and make it sound like me leaving was such a horrible descision. Dont sit there and make it sound like you've never left home and went to dad's before. You may think it is stupid now because your older, and more mature, and have been exposed to the things that have gone on in our family more than I have. But don't sit there and pretend like you've never left.. or would've done anything just to get away from it all. It wasnt a matter of chosing sides, or who I love more, it was a matter of needing to get away and find my self. Im sorry if I hurt you or mom with my desicions, it was never my intentions. But i'm home now. It took me a while... but im home. Let's just hope you'll welcome me with open arms, not a closed mind. love always, your little soulmate
love always, your little soulmate
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