"If I was beautiful like you..."

[strictlylickly]

So last night was unreal. I got dissed for the second time in one month in a gay bar...by the SAME girl. PS Lauren can suck it because that was a total waste of my time. Like Rascal Flats said...I'm moving on (motherfucker)...that's the remix. But, the drag show was cute. They played "Since You've Been Gone" and I was screaming it and making big time eye contact with Lauren. Danielle came and gave me some love. She rox =)I danced with Josh, Corey, Danielle, Suzi, and of course Lauren for like .02 seconds. We talked. I confronted the issue of her being shitty to me lately. Basically I told her "If you don't want to do this then just tell me. Be straight up like you said you were and quit giving me all this bullshit." And she said..."Okay..." which basically meant it was over. She told me I was ready to settle down and commit. She was in "play mode" right now. 24 years old and plays games. Sad...but true. Ah well..time to move on to the happy part of my night. NOELLE CAME TO THE CLUB WITH US!!! w00t! We had an awesome time. She's the double shot diva and I was 21 for the night. =) She was shitty from two drinks. A margarita, double and a pineapple malibu, double. We danced and had a blast. I'm glad things have all panned out between us. As for now, it's SHOWA TIME ;) (I know you're reading this..hehe) so I'm gonna go get ready for work and leave you the lyrics to a song that has been on repeat in my CD player for three days:

If I was beautiful like you
Oh the things I would do
Those not so blessed would be crying out murder
And I'd just laugh and get away with it too
Like you do

If I was beautiful like you
I would never be at fault
I'd walk in the rain between the rain drops
Bringing traffic to a halt

But that would never be
That would never ever be
Cause I'm not beautiful like you
I'm beautiful like me, beautiful like me

If I was beautiful like you
I'd be quick to assume
They'd do anything to please me, why not
I see their reaction when you walk into the room

But that would never be
That would never ever be
Cause I'm not beautiful like you
I'm beautiful like me, beautiful like me
Beautiful, beautiful like me
Like me, Like me...

If I was beautiful like you
I'd have so many friends
All fighting for my time to be next in line
So if I hurt one, I wouldn't have to make amends

That would never be
That would never ever be
Cause I'm not beautiful like you
I'm not beautiful like you
I'm not beautiful like you
I'm beautiful like me
Beautiful like me, beautiful like me
I'm beautiful like me, I'm beautiful like me!

~Ling