confused
Krys called me today and asked me to watch the kids monday so she could go to an interview, and then went on to say if she gets the job they were considering asking me to be their babysitter/nanny. And i have the choice to start this summer or just do it when the kids are in school. I'm confused bcuz as much as i want to tell her i'll do it, i dont know if i will. I told my mom i feel closer to the boys and dont want to have to give them up completely, and i'm sure i wont have to that's just my feelings, but than again i want to be close to krys' kids again. I told krys i'd think about it and talk to colleen, seen as i had already told her that if shannon decides to go back to work i'd be there. I"m goin to try to talk to colleen tonight and see if she knows what's goin on at all. I love krys' kids the same as i love the boys, i just feel like i have more of a bond with them than the other 4...it kills me knowing i use to have the same bond with all of them but now it's completely different. what should i do?