May 15, 2005 13:54
A fun filled night of perfection. A never ending night of twisting and turning events. no one ever wonders as one bounds upon the endless energy of the night. A bliss of which that was controled byt the one single flow of ones thoughts. Never ending as one collaborates onto the next plane of bliss with one such person. to realize tyhat it was all there all along but to never have touched it and moved onto the next step is a never ending hurt that which decieves the mind into thinking that one is there for all to be concceived and into the endless pits of young and restless age and beautyy in which a person can just move onto the next with them. It s this that causes one to defy a natural thinking in life and move forward into the next. to step closer to one another and to touch a skin in which that gets even closer to the one person in your life that you miss most. It is inevitable that you will end up wityh not just the one you love but the one you are ment to be with. not in your eyes but in the eys of god and quite possibly in the eyes of others. this is why such exsistence is ment to be on this life. Tis is why i am here to fullfill my love to someone and share it with all the world around. I jjust wish i could tell the person this. It is the hardest thing in the world to do but everyone ignores the urge to shout out and scream because they are scared. Scared of whats to come and scared of whta the other person thinks. we need to stop thinking about other people and what they think of what you do. it makes no difference because its just a persons who cares. Soemtimes we all need to take chances in life and step forward and say HEY! here i am what are you going to do about it. I gues what i am saying is that I and everyone in this world needs to be more risk taking and more adventurous or else you are going to get no where in this life!
btw i had an amazing night last night it can only get better from here!