me
I have come to the conclusion that i can ruin everything in my life. So far i seem to have managed to do that. I only have so many things going for me that are good right now. At least i have a job and am looking at going to school. Which is more than i can say for a lot of people. Most the people i know though are actually in school and working and doing way better than i am sadly. Who knows and who cares i have led a crazy life that has many changing factors in it. But on a more serious note. I have managed to destroy the one thing in my life that has kept me happy and has actually made me happy. frankly i believe i deserve the worst possible thing done to me. Why do i push away the people i love and care about. Why do i push away the people that love and care about me? is something wrong with me??