deticated to you
Sam- What can i say we had a wonderful and horible relationship Oct 1, 2003 on wendsday i ask you out not know whats going to happen and that was the best night. Me and you have been through alot you have broken my heart and i have broken yours. We had our ups and downs i took you from your bestfriend that you knew befor me. The first time in the chat room you said single someone im and i did and then you called me and thought i was a mexican rapist haha a lil smile. You had to have karli on the phone because you were scared. Do you remember the first kiss at the park and fred and megen kept calling, and i was in the shade and you were in the sun good times. Sam i tryed to be with you through the hard times and your were there for me. I regret all the mean things i said to you and im sry that i hurt you i should have treated you better. The beach do you remember when we took all those hott pic of you and me on the board. Just look what we have been through you have made me cry so much as well as i have you. We have cryed together i loved those moments those ment so much to me. The first party i had ever been to is with you and me and you danced and you put my hand on your butt i was scared remember. The first dance we went to was the mardi gras dance it was so fun and your grandmaw was yelling at us to hurry up. The first christmas go to see your face on that day the big glow on it. Homecoming that was really fun we danced so hard it was crazy you were sweating. Well sam those are the memories i felt like typing because i think we had alot back then but now we are different people and sam i fell in love with you as well as you did me i thing and you were the greatest thing to be in my life sam you were so wonderful i felt so comfortable around you. You were my first love and its a puppy love what everyone says. Well i dont know were im going with this but i just want you to remember some good times. Sam i still love you and i always will eventhough we are both moved on. Sam i just want to be a part of your life i dont want to leave sam your to important in my life sam and i think when the fealings are gone that we can help each other and time will help ous sam. I understand who i made you was a horrible person and hopefully you will become a better person and stronger and you will find the right guy and i will help you in it if you need it from a guys point of view. Sam darling you have been a big experience to me and i thank you for putting up with me and for caring me i hope you still care about me because you are special to me sam and i want you to never forget it. Sam i hope you will talk to me again.