anywhere but here
these days I am more and more unhappy with the place i work at, mostly because i despise the stupidity of upper management. my co-worker's and my work are not appreciated. we are just support of this company, not important. I have been saying i need to get out of here. when I complained to my mom, she said that I am just too naive. jenny asked this is your first job, where are you gonna go? that may be true, but I know enough that my life is elsewhere. michigan is only one of the many stopping places on my journey. so far in my life I have managed never living in any city for more than five years, and if counting consecutively, no single city for more than four years. therefore, this little suburban city in michigan definitely won't be the city I will break my pattern for. I have only been here less than a year, already i am thinking of leaving. that's the good thing about being single, one can just call it quits one day, pack up and leave, no strings attached, no excess baggage.
my next destination would be going back to california, so many memories and history left behind there.
jenny said, the two of us should go live in san francisco. she was only there for a few days, already she has fell in love with the city.
i replied, it's too expensive.
we will take this test in july, get the certificate and get high paying jobs in san francisco. we can rent apartment together.
I don't know if she was joking or not. sounded like her fiance is out of the picture.
I was thinking more along the lines of san diego, plus I already told fanny that we ought to share an apt once i go back. In any case, it's nice to know that there are people I can go back to besides parents.
A piece of bad news came to me on tuesday that made me think a lot lately. I still need confirmation, but I am 90% positive that it's true. when I hear confirmation I will write more on that.
I read on bbc news that this woman protested during president Hu's speech today, cursing that his days are numbered. I could only laugh at her foolishness. you know everyone's days are numbered, including hers. If the Mayan's were right that december 23 of 2012 is the end of the world, then our days are really numbered. Fanny said that since the Mayans were already extinct long ago, so their calendar could not be trustworthy. it could be a good or bad thing depending on how you look at it. in any case, life is too short to waste it here. The only thing left to do is experimenting different things in this world before my number is up.
my next destination would be going back to california, so many memories and history left behind there.
jenny said, the two of us should go live in san francisco. she was only there for a few days, already she has fell in love with the city.
i replied, it's too expensive.
we will take this test in july, get the certificate and get high paying jobs in san francisco. we can rent apartment together.
I don't know if she was joking or not. sounded like her fiance is out of the picture.
I was thinking more along the lines of san diego, plus I already told fanny that we ought to share an apt once i go back. In any case, it's nice to know that there are people I can go back to besides parents.
A piece of bad news came to me on tuesday that made me think a lot lately. I still need confirmation, but I am 90% positive that it's true. when I hear confirmation I will write more on that.
I read on bbc news that this woman protested during president Hu's speech today, cursing that his days are numbered. I could only laugh at her foolishness. you know everyone's days are numbered, including hers. If the Mayan's were right that december 23 of 2012 is the end of the world, then our days are really numbered. Fanny said that since the Mayans were already extinct long ago, so their calendar could not be trustworthy. it could be a good or bad thing depending on how you look at it. in any case, life is too short to waste it here. The only thing left to do is experimenting different things in this world before my number is up.