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What is it about life that when it seems to be going great something comes by and knocks me on my ass? Then it takes forever to get up again. Everything is soo messed up right now I want to cry all the time. A big part of it is Dennis and the rest is just everything else. My math situation is getting sooo much worse I really just dont know what to do anymore. I am soo frustrated with school right now I just want to quit. I really want the things in my life to fix and I just want so bad to be happy and not think so damn much. I need to change things about me I have been doing too many things that I am NOT supposed to and I need to stop before I get hurt. I just dont know if I can. Now that Dennis and I are no more lots of my guy friends want to go out with me and I am not sure if I am ready to jump into another relationship right now. On top of that one of the guys that is really cool is a friend of Dennis now that is just weird. So I really dont know what to do about my boy situation. I am just going to go and think some more maybe when I get home I will clean my room...