Comments | stregalolita: 005. [SATURDAY|Afternoon]

stregalolita October 29 2007, 16:04:41 UTC

.....why do you ask? Your...friend...hurt Jin, are you going to...hurt Takaya too?

healingpink October 29 2007, 16:08:54 UTC

No, I'm not. I like Takaya, and I think Touya's sorry about what he did.

stregalolita October 29 2007, 16:15:36 UTC

I've read this Touya's journal....he isn't sorry...and that night Jin was...nearly killed...you 'liked' Jin...but you allowed that to happen to him...I don't trust you....both you and your friend....stay away from Takaya.

Reply

healingpink October 29 2007, 16:19:40 UTC

I didn't allow it to happen. Can you control what Jin does? Or Takaya? I couldn't with Touya, either.

For what Touya did, I'm sorry.

Reply

stregalolita October 29 2007, 16:36:19 UTC

You could have tried to...protect Jin...tried to prevent Touya...I...

...couldn't do either...couldn't even stop Jin from leaving...couldn't help Takaya...

.........

.....your 'sorry'...doesn't bring Jin back. Can't give...'retribution'...

Reply

Private to Chidori healingpink October 29 2007, 16:41:36 UTC

I couldn't stop what I didn't know was going on. If I knew what Touya was going to do, there wouldn't be any way I would allow it.

I saw Jin last week and I tried to bring him back. I talked to Takaya and he's going to try to bring back Jin, too.

Reply

Re: Private to Chidori stregalolita October 29 2007, 16:54:40 UTC

You...saw Jin...? Where is he? I need to see him...I have to help Takaya...bring him back...

Reply

Re: Private to Chidori healingpink October 29 2007, 16:56:50 UTC

He's with Aoba. Takaya said he's going to go after him, but...

He wants you to stay here.

Reply

Re: Private to Chidori stregalolita October 29 2007, 17:10:20 UTC

Iichiro...? But....why?

...you're lying. I told him that I...would be with them...he wouldn't tell me to...stay here and 'abandon' them.

Reply

Re: Private to Chidori healingpink October 29 2007, 17:13:09 UTC

I don't know.

I'm not lying. Takaya just wants you to be safe.

Reply

Re: Private to Chidori stregalolita October 29 2007, 17:17:53 UTC

.....

You are. Takaya should know that I....won't feel 'safe' here...without either him or Jin...I don't...trust the people here...they don't 'care' about...us. We're...different...they don't think we're...one of them.

Reply

Re: Private to Chidori healingpink October 29 2007, 17:21:21 UTC

That's not true!

Everything that happened in the past, that doesn't matter now. You're not Strega, you're S.E.E.S. now. And even if not everyone accepts you right at this moment, they're going to eventually, because we're a team.

If I didn't care about you or Jin or Takaya, do you think I'd have gone looking for Jin? Or told Takaya that I found him? Or would be speaking to you about this right now?

Reply

Re: Private to Chidori stregalolita October 29 2007, 17:40:45 UTC

Iichiro says that the past matters...we'll always be 'Strega' to them. I told Tsukai that he's my 'friend'...I...'worry' about him...and I believe that he 'cares' but if he knows that we're murderers...then he would hate me as Touya hates Jin...I can't trust my 'friend'....I can't trust anyone that isn't Takaya or Jin.

...but if you're...telling the truth then...would that mean that Takaya thinks that I....don't care? That I...can't help them anymore? Because I...couldn't hear...Medea?

.......

Reply

Re: Private to Chidori healingpink October 29 2007, 17:47:05 UTC

That's not it!

Takaya doesn't want you going because he doesn't want to see you hurt. It's not that he doesn't have confidence in you.

Reply

Re: Private to Chidori stregalolita October 29 2007, 17:56:08 UTC

Then what is? So far...everything Iichiro said...has been correct...maybe Jin knew...maybe that's why he left...and now Takaya's going to...join Iichiro too...I...don't know anymore...

Lies. Takaya knows that...physical injuries rarely 'hurts' me...this is...an exception...I can't 'connect' with Medea...and that's probably why he lost...'confidence' in me...

Reply