Another day
Another day passes by. I'm begining to think my mom may have finally infiltrated my mind. I found myself thinking about what I was going to do with my future, with the next twenty minutes, with the next 5 hours, with the next 10 days, with the rest of my life. I can't stay were I'm at, Financially I could live happy, but somthing still seems to be missing. Perhaps I'll go back to school, get a degree, a nine to five job, a house with a two car garage, a mortgage, a big screen tv to watch mind numbing spirit crushing reality shows. Is college really the way to go, I think the reason I dropped out of college is a fear of ending up in a trap of routine, but since i'v dropped out I do the same thing day in day out. Maybe I was just afraid of growing up. I found myself thinking the other day that maybe it is time to grow up, and that maybe I just fear growing up because I won't be able to do what I consider fun. I don't exactly belive that though, I just use it as an excuse. I'll think on this more and get back to you all later...........