I've neglected my livejournal for far too long. I don't know what it is, maybe since I like to post pictures along with entries and a lack of a camera makes it impossible for me to update.
I've come to the painful realization that the only way for me to lose these 15 pounds I want/need to lose is to walk around the house with a bathing suit for the whole day until I get extremely sick of looking at my jelly rolls. I tried on bathing suits today and it made me feel super gross..where did these lovehandles come from? ew. I suppose I haven't done much to try to lose what I call "the ann arbor boyfriend pounds"
Last weekend was incredible. art/dance party,lots of booze,lots of dancing and laughing and playing drunken cranium and lounging by a crowded pool of college students and beer pong,I've missed playing it so much. Alas, I have no documentation of it because Tim forgot his camera,the one thing I told him to not forget, that's so like him.
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My body aches for warmth.Still.I just need a warm body to lay next to. A manly figure with manly arms to hold me. The more I ask for it the more I wait. There is this emptiness inside me, I can't really pinpoint why it's there. I feel it on most days. I haven't gotten my period in what seems to be forever and I think all these hormones need to be released. I feel irritated inside more than upset. I need a good long cry, I suppose. I haven't had one in a while. I need a movie for this. What movies make you bawl your eyes out? I'm in need of a good one.
three new things in my life.
1.I think we are meant to be.
i have a new obsession with hott redheaded men, even more when they have a nice scruff going on.I fantasize about having ginger babies with a red headed husband, but I find this to be almost unattainable.
2.New favorite TV show/internet web series.(so funny!)
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3.Video of Sunday.
Water Fight at USM CampusAdd to My Profile |
More Videos What was meant to just be a cooling off session from the 90 degree heat turned out to be so much more. I'm in the red, Tim in the black and Chandler in the backround laughing.good times.