goddamn.
i need a dog in my life. You don't even know.
i wish i didn't find fashion so fascinating. I wish i felt comfortable in a t-shirt,jeans,and some shoes. Life would be a lot simpler then. I yearn to be able to break away from the chains that i have as a consumer. If i have money in my hands i will spend it. I will spend it on food, i will spend it on drinks, i will spend it on clothes,shoes,jewelry. This is not healthy.I cannot save money unless it is for a plane ticket. this is not healthy.I feel sick and half my clothes/shoes/belongings,including my polaroid camera are still stuck inside his old mercedez benz in ann arbor. I find myself wanting to wear a winter wardrobe constantly. heavy coat,scarves,layers then i am reminded that i will probably sweat off 10 pounds doing so(but that isn't such a bad thing,is it?)spring is not for me. my wardrobe is making me sick and i have trouble dressing in the morning because of it. we have shitty thrift stores and i bought a necklace that cost 10 dollars at one. 10 dollars is a lotfor a shitty necklace at a thrift store.fuck you jackson mississippi, i want my value world.