Its Strange...
So just now, in like a second of clear thought i realized that i haven't felt like myself in so long. I honestly thin it happened once Mario left and i didn't hang out with him everyday. It was just one of the things he really taught me to never stop being myself and i think i just forgot once he wasn't around all the time. I realized how strange i've really been and i don't like it. Some thigns stayed the same but i felt different and thats what bothers me. No more. I'm going to back to being me, the real me. Not the psuedo-me that i feel i've been being. For once i'm really happy with myself and my decision. I like this.