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JOHNNY CASH LYRICS
"Hurt"
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
Yeah.. thats how i feel tonight.. I was so mad at work.. and i dont know why.. Maybe im jealous that i see all these other happy people.. and realize that im alone.. and nobody really cares.. I mean -Really- care. I always get the pathetic "How r u" from Jessie.. the incorrect spellings, lack of punctuation.. its like im not worth spelling a whole word.. or even a question mark. Im probably crazy.. but thats not my fault.. being so far from real human contact.. I dont see anyone outside of work. All i see is my father(sometimes) and my uncle and aunt. Im so god damn lonely. I wish I had died.. Why did i fucking chicken out. If i had waited.. maybe i would have. The girls i like.. are probably not interested in me, I have no money.. im going to be stuck in presque isle until the end of this coming summer.. IT ALL SUCKS. Presque isle sucks. Work sucks. My home life sucks. I suck. Fuck it. I just want to leave somedays. I want to take my paycheck, and just go into canada, and drive as far as i can, not telling anyone where im going, and start over. Someday, maybe this will change. But for now im.. lonely.. incredibly lonely. I talk to myself, actually carry a conversation with myself would be more correct. I rarely speak to other people. I actually have difficulty making people understand what im saying even more now.
"Hurt"
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
Yeah.. thats how i feel tonight.. I was so mad at work.. and i dont know why.. Maybe im jealous that i see all these other happy people.. and realize that im alone.. and nobody really cares.. I mean -Really- care. I always get the pathetic "How r u" from Jessie.. the incorrect spellings, lack of punctuation.. its like im not worth spelling a whole word.. or even a question mark. Im probably crazy.. but thats not my fault.. being so far from real human contact.. I dont see anyone outside of work. All i see is my father(sometimes) and my uncle and aunt. Im so god damn lonely. I wish I had died.. Why did i fucking chicken out. If i had waited.. maybe i would have. The girls i like.. are probably not interested in me, I have no money.. im going to be stuck in presque isle until the end of this coming summer.. IT ALL SUCKS. Presque isle sucks. Work sucks. My home life sucks. I suck. Fuck it. I just want to leave somedays. I want to take my paycheck, and just go into canada, and drive as far as i can, not telling anyone where im going, and start over. Someday, maybe this will change. But for now im.. lonely.. incredibly lonely. I talk to myself, actually carry a conversation with myself would be more correct. I rarely speak to other people. I actually have difficulty making people understand what im saying even more now.