time to update..
Well.. a lots happened.. Basically i've been made a fool of.
Last sunday jessie talked to me online, and then i called her, and she wanted me to go visit her, because of something that happened, of course, i drop everything and go see her.. because id do anything for her.. and then we fell asleep together, sunday, she wanted to go visit a friend, so i went and saw tyler, then me, tyler, and scott went swimming, i come back to jessies.. shes not there, she calls.. and wants me to leave.. she says shes using me, which is true.. because all she wants is to see me jump at her every command. But it hurt being once again tossed out of her life, even her mother saw how much it hurt me.. so i went back to presque isle, and slept there.. then tuesday morning brought my sister to school.. then came back here, i felt awful.. i was so close to the brink.. i just kept going though.. then i had work.. which helped me keep my mind off her. My car was screwing up.. and wont idle. 9 days old and already the dealer jew is screwing me over.. fucker. oh well its going in the shop friday..
Well my old car got painted, and is now sold for 800$.. so now i owe my father like 40 bucks.. yay!.. and then whatever it costs to fix my new one.
Today, i worked with Tom, hes hilarious.. that kids a riot.. hes a lot like me, then reminds me a lot of phil.. its like in between.. its great though. Haha.. shop and save greatest hits volume 1.. And then tonight i finally wrote an email to jessie telling her how she makes me feel.. (((i should of told her how its not a good idea to party all the time get drunk and then fuck people you dont know.. but i doubt she worries too much about stds))).. And i also said i think its best if we dont talk for a while.. Anywho.. I talked to Amanda today! I missed her so much.. shes such a good friend, and i love her(as a friend). Im gonna miss not seeing her.. but i'll probly go and shadow someone for a day at hermon, maybe her or sierra, or angie.. or who knows..
Well Today marks the end of a chapter in my life.. Me and Jessie are officially through, and i even know it now.
Last sunday jessie talked to me online, and then i called her, and she wanted me to go visit her, because of something that happened, of course, i drop everything and go see her.. because id do anything for her.. and then we fell asleep together, sunday, she wanted to go visit a friend, so i went and saw tyler, then me, tyler, and scott went swimming, i come back to jessies.. shes not there, she calls.. and wants me to leave.. she says shes using me, which is true.. because all she wants is to see me jump at her every command. But it hurt being once again tossed out of her life, even her mother saw how much it hurt me.. so i went back to presque isle, and slept there.. then tuesday morning brought my sister to school.. then came back here, i felt awful.. i was so close to the brink.. i just kept going though.. then i had work.. which helped me keep my mind off her. My car was screwing up.. and wont idle. 9 days old and already the dealer jew is screwing me over.. fucker. oh well its going in the shop friday..
Well my old car got painted, and is now sold for 800$.. so now i owe my father like 40 bucks.. yay!.. and then whatever it costs to fix my new one.
Today, i worked with Tom, hes hilarious.. that kids a riot.. hes a lot like me, then reminds me a lot of phil.. its like in between.. its great though. Haha.. shop and save greatest hits volume 1.. And then tonight i finally wrote an email to jessie telling her how she makes me feel.. (((i should of told her how its not a good idea to party all the time get drunk and then fuck people you dont know.. but i doubt she worries too much about stds))).. And i also said i think its best if we dont talk for a while.. Anywho.. I talked to Amanda today! I missed her so much.. shes such a good friend, and i love her(as a friend). Im gonna miss not seeing her.. but i'll probly go and shadow someone for a day at hermon, maybe her or sierra, or angie.. or who knows..
Well Today marks the end of a chapter in my life.. Me and Jessie are officially through, and i even know it now.