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I suppose I could update this thing every once in awhile, but I'm lazy. So sometimes it just doesn't work out. Let's see, what has happened lately....
I finally got furinture for my sunroom : ) I got it at Pier 1. I could live there. I'm so happy.It's my only reason for living right now. I'll have to go buy a new one next week.
Oh yeah, I have a neice. Her name is Carina Danielle. She is beautiful, Looks just like my sisters baby pictures. I love her. She is my favorite baby in the whole wide world :)
I'm alittle on the ocd side today. I can't stop cleaning. Bren woke up and I was mopping the kitchen and gave me a "your a freak" look. I guess cause it was 5 in the morning. I cleaned the whole apartment. And mow I can't stop thinking about how the floors aren't clean enough and that I should go mop them agagin. But then Bren might beat me with the mop, hey that could turn into four play, right? I know it is going to be a sleepless couple of nights. I slept really well for 3 nights so now I won't sleep at all for about four. This is how most weeks are. I Think I'm under medicated. That's a first. I have had alot of temper tantrums this week.
Well I'm actully going back to school this semester. It's amazing, I know. But some how I managed to not fuck it up. I guess I shouldn't count my chickens before they hatch, classes haven't started yet. I still have plenty of time to fuck myself.
I feel weird. I hate feeling weird. I lost it pretty bad a few weeks ago. It was a nasty episode. I drank too much and things got REALLY out of hand. I'll just give a run down.
1. I fell in love with the female bartender, hey she was cute.
2. I ripped some guys shirt(he deserved it)
3. I broke Brens glasses, opps, I bought them tho, so it's kinda ok
4. I beat Bren and bit him, alot. I'm a bitter, I really don't know why. It's just best not to piss me off sometimes.
5. Bren left me at the bar. He came back for me after awhile.
6. We had a really pleasant screaming match in the car : )
7. I puked on myself, ummm, tasty.
8. I played around with my razor in the shower, hey, at least I took a shower.
9. I did a really good job cutting myself up.
10. Woke up and didn't remember much.
Ah, good times. I have the urge to do some cutting right now. I really don't know why. I just feel really out of my own skin right now. I think if I run around in the parking lot for a while I might feel better. I'm just feeling really impulsive and I need to do something crazy.
I guess that's about it for now. Time for some fun...
I finally got furinture for my sunroom : ) I got it at Pier 1. I could live there. I'm so happy.It's my only reason for living right now. I'll have to go buy a new one next week.
Oh yeah, I have a neice. Her name is Carina Danielle. She is beautiful, Looks just like my sisters baby pictures. I love her. She is my favorite baby in the whole wide world :)
I'm alittle on the ocd side today. I can't stop cleaning. Bren woke up and I was mopping the kitchen and gave me a "your a freak" look. I guess cause it was 5 in the morning. I cleaned the whole apartment. And mow I can't stop thinking about how the floors aren't clean enough and that I should go mop them agagin. But then Bren might beat me with the mop, hey that could turn into four play, right? I know it is going to be a sleepless couple of nights. I slept really well for 3 nights so now I won't sleep at all for about four. This is how most weeks are. I Think I'm under medicated. That's a first. I have had alot of temper tantrums this week.
Well I'm actully going back to school this semester. It's amazing, I know. But some how I managed to not fuck it up. I guess I shouldn't count my chickens before they hatch, classes haven't started yet. I still have plenty of time to fuck myself.
I feel weird. I hate feeling weird. I lost it pretty bad a few weeks ago. It was a nasty episode. I drank too much and things got REALLY out of hand. I'll just give a run down.
1. I fell in love with the female bartender, hey she was cute.
2. I ripped some guys shirt(he deserved it)
3. I broke Brens glasses, opps, I bought them tho, so it's kinda ok
4. I beat Bren and bit him, alot. I'm a bitter, I really don't know why. It's just best not to piss me off sometimes.
5. Bren left me at the bar. He came back for me after awhile.
6. We had a really pleasant screaming match in the car : )
7. I puked on myself, ummm, tasty.
8. I played around with my razor in the shower, hey, at least I took a shower.
9. I did a really good job cutting myself up.
10. Woke up and didn't remember much.
Ah, good times. I have the urge to do some cutting right now. I really don't know why. I just feel really out of my own skin right now. I think if I run around in the parking lot for a while I might feel better. I'm just feeling really impulsive and I need to do something crazy.
I guess that's about it for now. Time for some fun...