damn, i'm making myself horny!! :D
we are really slow tonight so i'll probably update my journal several times....ugh. but the good news is that andy's band is playing tonight and andy is fucking hot!!!!! he makes me cream my panties! hehe! hey, i love bren, but i'm still allowed to have fantasies. it keeps the relationship alive. i'm sure he knows a couple hotties he wouldn't mind sticking it to....andy is fucking hot, i can't help myself. he has been hanging out late night alot lately. he is part of the extended cct family. i've been staying alot after work to stare at him for hours. he's real easy on the eyes. it makes 3 hours go by like ten minutes. what i woudn't do to be single for 1 night!!!!!! i have been watching him set up, it reminds me of the good old days with chip. chip was hot. too bad he is in the closet, it could have been so great. ah, memories. there will always be something about musicians that makes me crazy. for a long time i thought i would only be able to date a musician. but i guess i have changed. brens an eagle scout and for some reason that really turns me on. there is something about a man who can survive in the woods and make things out of trash that just does it for me. the stupid little things that bren can do is a real turn on. over all i guess you could say that out of all the boys i'm still hottest for my bren. but hes not here right now, so in the meantime i'll be passing the time fantisising about andy.