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there is so much to say that i don't even know where to start! we finally moved:) thank god that is over! i never want to move again!!!!!!!! our new place is great. it's really guiet and everyone around us is so nice. i'm so glad to be out of the ghetto. brendan says i seem so much happier than he has ever seen me. that's cool. its nice not being a bitch!
we need some furinture for the sunroom. but that will have to wait b/c we are really poor! i ordered digital cable..... ans its the best thing ever. i have 14 hbos!!!!!!!!!! and on demand so i can watch whatever i want, whenever i want! needless to say i cant get my lazy ass off the couch long enough to unpack. hehe!
so last night at work my friend mule came on to me. we were hanging out late night, as usual, and i don't know what i did but something gave the wrong impression. i don't think i did anything wrong, i'm sooooooo confused! i've known him for 4 years, and we have hung out after work countless times. so i'm not sure why after all this time he is coming on to me. he is married and has a 1 year old son. i was at his wedding for christsake! i watched him take vows to his wife, and now he wants to screw me? what the fuck is going on??????? i'm so upset over this. brendan is prety pissed. he wants me to find a new job. i don't know what to do. these people are my family. and mule is like my big brother, maybe it was the wine and pot. but he does'nt think so. i aske dhim how he could do this to his wife, i can't remember his response. i was like " don't you love her?" he says he does. i dunno. i would never cheat on bren. i love him and i don't want anyone else. i guess its different for guys. i have to work with him tomorrow. it's going to be so weird. my mind is so cloudy right now. too much cold stuff i guess. uhggggg. i'll write about this wheni can think straight.
we need some furinture for the sunroom. but that will have to wait b/c we are really poor! i ordered digital cable..... ans its the best thing ever. i have 14 hbos!!!!!!!!!! and on demand so i can watch whatever i want, whenever i want! needless to say i cant get my lazy ass off the couch long enough to unpack. hehe!
so last night at work my friend mule came on to me. we were hanging out late night, as usual, and i don't know what i did but something gave the wrong impression. i don't think i did anything wrong, i'm sooooooo confused! i've known him for 4 years, and we have hung out after work countless times. so i'm not sure why after all this time he is coming on to me. he is married and has a 1 year old son. i was at his wedding for christsake! i watched him take vows to his wife, and now he wants to screw me? what the fuck is going on??????? i'm so upset over this. brendan is prety pissed. he wants me to find a new job. i don't know what to do. these people are my family. and mule is like my big brother, maybe it was the wine and pot. but he does'nt think so. i aske dhim how he could do this to his wife, i can't remember his response. i was like " don't you love her?" he says he does. i dunno. i would never cheat on bren. i love him and i don't want anyone else. i guess its different for guys. i have to work with him tomorrow. it's going to be so weird. my mind is so cloudy right now. too much cold stuff i guess. uhggggg. i'll write about this wheni can think straight.