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[streetkat]

yea....i went to the hospital today and got checked out (my mom forced me to go even when i told her it wasn't necessary)..i just got back at 4pm but i checked out with some stuff...my mother was told by the doctor to take me off whatever diets and pills i was on and that for the next week or so, that each day i need at least 12 hours of sleep. he said that i NEED to eat and sleep but i also need to get out and do stuff. like i have been. (swimming)...yes guys pills (metabo-life)....it was wrong to go on those when i was stressing out so badly but i felt horrible at the time and didn't know what i was doing....i couldn't really, emotionally, handle being called fat, ugly, stupid or anything like that at the time annd people calling me those names only made it worse...my closest friend was the only one who knew i was doing this and didn't approve, but now he and my mom are really supporting me in getting better.
ok well i just really wanted to get it all out but now i'm done and i feel a little better by doing this so i'm gunna go.........