let down
it seems like things cant get better. diggin the holes deeper every day. money problems. nothing ever to do. its like i try an get up with people to do things an never a response...then i hear about how much fun everyone had. it makes me feel not included. an my job has gotten worse an worse...an now when i get a check i dont even see any of it cause im tryin to pay off over draft fees. or i have bills. sometimes i wonder if movin back home would be best. but then i think. i cant. i need to live on my own. but i no i need better job an a future. id still like to get outta fayetteville. but how. i dont have the money. my one chance is my mom. if i go back to school an did good im sure i could go somewhere. maybe new people an new place is good....iv always loved traveling an it seems everyone is already leavin this town. maybe on the next boat i should to