Feb 06, 2009 17:13
Im listening to Iron and wine for the first time since Tim and I broke up.
and the sun is setting through my sheer green curtains on my dorm walls...
Valentines day is coming up and all i can think about is how in love me and tim were.
Im so scared that i will never feel that again because it wont be with him.
i still dont think i can listen to peter and the wolf for a very long time.
or any of the mixes he made me.
Its crazy how much i associate with him...
I was so stupid.
and i think the worst thing to deal with is that i know he wanted to work it out
and i didnt think it was right to
i was confused
and so dumb.