Mar 21, 2004 15:28
I am ill again; different reasons this time. Will not this miserable week soon be over? I hate it when my body betrays me. When I am healthy, I am healthy indeed!, so full of energy, with an appetite for food and drink and sunlight that overpowers all of my friends', but when the old problems act up again, then I am very sick indeed. Hopefully the next week will bring brighter things. Arianna's bachelorette party taught me not to expect TOO much of future events.
I played guitar last night with a boy named Bill. It was very enlightening, if humbling; I am continually amazed by the power and adaptability of the human brain. He was very good, and he learned completely on his own, and improvised and made up licks with the confidence of an experienced guitar guy. And he has only been playing a year and a half!
I was especially amazed by the Spanish guitar stuff; to be able to figure that out by ear is pretty challenging.
Today I am weary and wondering when I will gain the upper hand again. Life is so mystifying. This year and the last have worn me down.
worn me down
like a road
i did everything you told
worn me down
to my knees
i did everything to please
but you can't stop thinking about her
no you can't stop thinking about her . . .