Jul 25, 2003 21:36
i never said you had to offer me a second chance . . .
i never said i was a victim of circumstance
i still belong,
don't get me wrong--
And you can speak your mind
But not--on--my--time!
mmm.
i'm feeling very aggressive and sinister of late. a string of emails last week left me at first depressed and confused, but the end feeling is remotely one of satisfaction. He wasn't who I thought he was, after all. That tarnishes some good memories but it also banishes a lot of hopeless regret. There's no use regretting something that was never meant to be. Some people just don't know how to make sense or communicate, anyway. It's not his fault. He never learned. Well.
Other than this, life is still very busy but going well. I am getting lots accomplished. My parents are in CA. I got Seppi a new hair cut and combed his hair in a 21st century style! (Next come the flatiron and spikes.)
AND . . . i got an email from SIMON!
Let there be much rejoicing.