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I finally got to spend some time with my boy! OMG I didnt know how much I missed him untill I hugged him yesterday after my game! I love him and missed him tons!
The game went okay. We didnt win but we did play our hardest up untill the last game. We played against madison, not gonna lie they are awesome! But we held through and had some pretty good hits on them, I think we just need to get a lil bit more confidence then we will be able to pull through and win some more games, next game is at clinton invitational. Sandra also quit the team..so that should also bring us all closer together, no one really liked her, she said she was a chritain but she was always so negitive and mean to everyone that it was annoying..
Again today at school, I am not doing a single thing, just sitting here, bored as ever, cant wait till later tonite so I can see my boy, man I miss him!! I know its kinda late to start a new years resolution but I am going to anyways. I am going to start to have more patients and most importantly become more christ like and start with my devotions, and then hopefully I will be happier, Yes I am happy with Jon but also I feel like there is something missing of me, and that being the old me, the christian me. So by fixing that I will be whole again. I am going to feel bad in a way but then again he will have to deal, and I will too. No more sex, I think that could be a problem to me feeling weird too, I mean we only had sex in a bed once, and the rest in the back of his car, and its something that we cant stop, we just keep doing it and I think that it has lost its meaning with us (or me), oh well. I am rambiling now, mostly because I have nothing else to do. I am out.
The game went okay. We didnt win but we did play our hardest up untill the last game. We played against madison, not gonna lie they are awesome! But we held through and had some pretty good hits on them, I think we just need to get a lil bit more confidence then we will be able to pull through and win some more games, next game is at clinton invitational. Sandra also quit the team..so that should also bring us all closer together, no one really liked her, she said she was a chritain but she was always so negitive and mean to everyone that it was annoying..
Again today at school, I am not doing a single thing, just sitting here, bored as ever, cant wait till later tonite so I can see my boy, man I miss him!! I know its kinda late to start a new years resolution but I am going to anyways. I am going to start to have more patients and most importantly become more christ like and start with my devotions, and then hopefully I will be happier, Yes I am happy with Jon but also I feel like there is something missing of me, and that being the old me, the christian me. So by fixing that I will be whole again. I am going to feel bad in a way but then again he will have to deal, and I will too. No more sex, I think that could be a problem to me feeling weird too, I mean we only had sex in a bed once, and the rest in the back of his car, and its something that we cant stop, we just keep doing it and I think that it has lost its meaning with us (or me), oh well. I am rambiling now, mostly because I have nothing else to do. I am out.