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[streams_in_time]

and for all the times i sat there
and worried if you cared
even though i was right next to you

in my place. my was place was there
sitting, pretending, make believe
make believe like everythings okay

so take your pictures of me
tape them to your wall
remember this image of me as you wish
your false idol of truth and condolences

i wanted you to not forget
whatever it was i said
that made you feel like you mattered

[i'll make you stay with me]
{i intend to do just that}
[i can change your world]
{i'll never been the same}

so take our emblems of faith
take lockets, take notes, take keepsakes
throw them back away
nailed to the walls of your memory

i'll let you see me
i'll let you see me enjoying myself
around with someone else
i'll let you see me happy
i'll never let you understand
just how much you did wrong
and i will let you see me
i'll let you see me all the time.