Open streams leading the path of my closed heart

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Looking down at the open stream my gaze caught my reflection
grasping ahold of the person i saw in the shallow water
was not the person i no longer knew
where did she run off to?
why wont she come back and save me like the times before
hey little girl its me your reflection i just wanted to tell you that you fucked up again
thats what everyone said
everyone said and they kept saying and said and i needed to say everything but nothing even came out at that one moment of truth and the lies,
i was caught in the moment and nothing was there
nothing was there...
when the moment is right i will rise above and the truth will come out
there isn't a doubt that my reflection will prove to be the only one there for me
there was a a motion in the stream and i caught his gaze and he said to me
hey girl show me all your secrets that your hiding from me
hey girl let me inside your heart i wont do you any wrong
what he really meant was
hey girl I'm going to ruin your whole life within one day
and there it was the two choices in front of me
and now the choice is in my hands
to give my heart away?

-by me