When did the music turn into a beauty pagent?
Old photographs of memories that has passed. So I've been working on my scrapbook, i have been for a while now, everything is going in there. one day hopefully someone will look at it and say "wow she lived her life." I've lived, I've definately learned, I've loved twice, and I've been happy, sad and everything in between. I've hid a few things, I've shared many things, but there is a few things that I'm keeping for myself. I' getting my Tattoo soon, its going to be a spderweb with Amanda's name in it. There's lot of them that are going to have a lot of special means to me.
She means the world to me and shes always going to.
But i really have to be honest, I'm not doing well, honestly I'm not, I mean i am, but my heart isn't. Something is going wrong. I'm not breathing again, I cant hold any food down for any length of time. I really don't know what I'm going to do. It hard when the doctors tell me they dont know what it is. Thats not comforting at all.
Idk..
She means the world to me and shes always going to.
But i really have to be honest, I'm not doing well, honestly I'm not, I mean i am, but my heart isn't. Something is going wrong. I'm not breathing again, I cant hold any food down for any length of time. I really don't know what I'm going to do. It hard when the doctors tell me they dont know what it is. Thats not comforting at all.
Idk..