I haven't seen Tats in a while, not since the football game Saturday night. I hope she's okay. I don't see how she can take so many classes and do sports but she is Super Tats and I know she can do anything she puts her mind to! But I am still worried that she is stressing out...
Maybe this will make you smile Tats (if you read this)! Here's
[Private] Ishida and I...did things. And I liked it. I am so confused! And I hope he isn't mad at me for running out like that...
I really, really like him but I don't know what to do next! I mean, I know what sex is, I'm not as clueless as some might think but, but...
I don't know if I'm ready. I think I need to get a book or something so I can research this. Usually I would ask Tats but just thinking about asking her embarrasses me. When did that happen? I've never been embarrassed to ask her anything! And she might go after Ishida if I told her...
But kissing is nice. Really nice. And I always thought boys' bodies were weird but Ishida has a really nice body. I'd like to see it again. I wonder if he likes mine? I WISH I COULD READ MINDS SO I COULD FIGURE THINGS OUT AND NOT BE CONFUSED. ;__; [/Private]