Classes started today, but I feel like I stayed asleep all day long. I think it was because my body still felt like it was summer, but my mind knew I had to go to sleep early for school and then they just couldn't agree on anything! It was so confusing to be caught in the middle, and no matter what they just wouldn't let me sleep! Tonight I'm going to make my secret sleeping postion---7up mixed with tabasco!
Tatsuki and Ichigo are dating and I feel...I don't know how I feel.
I'm happy for Tatsuki. Happy that she's found someone who she likes a lot.
I'm upset that it is Ichigo. It's my own fault for not working up the courage to tell him my real feelings, but how could I? I've never even told Tats and she's my best friend.
I'm angry at myself for feeling upset. Am I really that selfish? Tats is happy and that is all that matters. Nothing else matters...
Ichigo better realize how lucky he is and how wonderful Tats is. Maybe I should talk to him to make sure he knows this.
No more sadness, no more feeling sorry for myself. No more being scared, no more wasting my life, no more worrying, no more fear. No more.
"Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home
To the comfort of my bed
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
Giving up on love
On love."
Nighty night journal! I promise I'll better tomorrow. <3