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[strbrrymilkshk]

Wow, how a few words can ruin your day, and make you feel so guilty. I just firnished reading an entry i wont say any names or anything but now i feel i have done something wrong. i am always feeling guilty (not that i always am) but yea, i feel fear and concern and a bunch of other BS, no one can help my wrecked up and f'ed up life. geez.. um i dunno... hard to put into words how i feel right now i guess shitty and guilty pretty much sum it up. oh weel more posts later... hopefully. I am gunna try to call him.. if you read this babe... i love you and if your emotional distress is caused by me.. i apologize... love you.

*mania*
*life sux when will it end*