Ooh SIPS
Hello live journal world. If you do not know what SIPS is it is like a "Student incentive program in school." Its stupid. Its just in school suspension. I was caught cheating or whatever so now I am in SIPS. What joy huh? I am so friggin bored. Someone in here just asked me out and I told them I have a man. he just turned 17 and my baby just turned 18. He's legal now. Oh boy. Hopefully that doesnt mean...oh nevermind.. Whatever. Umm, I dunno. What has happened in my life lately? My palms are all cut up because my buddy Shane took my razors away so I had to reside to a butterfly knife. Which actually works better. So my palms are all cut up. Let me explain why I do this before everyone freaks out and calls a mental hospital on me... I have a brother and a sister and a mom and a dad that dont care. Right nowmy dad is out to sea and will be until like thanksgiving. Thank Zeus. Umm... my mm argues with me because she sleeps unil 6 pm and I have to watch my 4 yr old bro and my 2 yr old sis. I havent got a life but writing poetry and shiznit. I guess I'll write some in this:
Nirvana Flatline
Tears stinging
a lump in your throat
you sit in your room flinging things
holes
in your walls
your heart
You don't want to be a part
of this anymore
you cry, you plead
falling on the floor
you bleed
to make sure you're still human
But are you?
You sure don't feel it
your heart beats on
like the yelling and screaming
when will it all end?
they yell
"none of it's true, all lies"
still you cry
the oasis of your eyes
dripping pouring
Like the screaming you want it to stop
then it does
Nirvana
Flatline
That's one of my many. All of the quote unquote poetry I write is very deep and emotional. Cuz my life if you havent gotten the drift sucks. I have tried 4 times to end it and 4 times have failed. I wont fail the last time I try. I am not saying I will... any time soon I have too much to live for right now. I have someone who I am in lovewith and ope to stay with but my luck never works out. Oh well, we'll see eventually right?
*Felicity*
Nirvana Flatline
Tears stinging
a lump in your throat
you sit in your room flinging things
holes
in your walls
your heart
You don't want to be a part
of this anymore
you cry, you plead
falling on the floor
you bleed
to make sure you're still human
But are you?
You sure don't feel it
your heart beats on
like the yelling and screaming
when will it all end?
they yell
"none of it's true, all lies"
still you cry
the oasis of your eyes
dripping pouring
Like the screaming you want it to stop
then it does
Nirvana
Flatline
That's one of my many. All of the quote unquote poetry I write is very deep and emotional. Cuz my life if you havent gotten the drift sucks. I have tried 4 times to end it and 4 times have failed. I wont fail the last time I try. I am not saying I will... any time soon I have too much to live for right now. I have someone who I am in lovewith and ope to stay with but my luck never works out. Oh well, we'll see eventually right?
*Felicity*