Dec 26, 2005 18:37
i am tired of being treated like a child at amber's house... or was rather cuz i left yesterday. and i just now get a phone call like 5 minutes ago saying that like i stole shit... they werent there when i left... soo what do i do? i left them a note, and rob was right there the whole time i packed my shit. i have 2 trashbags of clothes, and thats about it... plus my books. but supposedly i stole candace's ring, sammy's christmas presents, and amber's bracelets. now why would i have stolen that shit for one thing, but for another if it was james i was pissed at, why isnt any of HIS stuff missing?
the whole reason as to why i left... was of being mistreated compared to everyone else in the house. it piled up so high, that i couldnt stand it anymore. what really threw it out the window was christmas eve... i went to visit my brother and sister... at my parents house on base.... and i called before that because rob's mom wanted me over for christmas dinner the next day. so i called to ask if i could stay one more night, or get an extension on my time... i ahd to be home by 9, and we didnt even get to my old house until 8:15... my mom had to work and i had to get my dad to come up to the base gate to escort me onto the base, b-cuz i left my ID card at the defax office 3 months ago. anyways i call, and NONE of the 5 dictators i listen to were there. so i asked amber when candace got in to have her give me a call... amber didnt know when they were getting in, because they had been gone since 10 that morning. so why did i need to call back with a promise of a returned phone call? but... i got a phone call after i had gotten done over there.... and we were at my other parental figures house (john and jennifer) to get my boxes of books that i had left over there when his chain of command told him i couldnt stay anymore. so we were there and his cell rings... its candace finally back from bullshitting around all day. and she was like be home now. she gave us 30 minutes to get to browntown from the base, and it takes at least 45. so there was that... and when we got there 33 minutes later, i got grounded because i was late... I CALLED MOTHER FUCKERS... i called 3 WHOLE HOURS before i had to be home, to clarify, but no i got grounded for a week the rest of my christmas break for no good reason, and SUPPOSEDLY i was ACTUALLY supposed to be home at 8. I DIDNT EVEN GET TO MY PARESNT'S HOUSE UNTIL 15 MINUTES AFTER THAT!! and they knew where i was, they had given me permission, i shouldnt have had to of asked to begin with, i am 17 i got kicked out of my house, i have been with them for what? 3 months now?? and i was being treated like a child the whole time. i had 5 adults to listen to, and the woman (Janice) who took me in... her and her husband arent even there. they missed thanksgiving and they missed christmas... she was the one who took me in, the one who was supposed to be 'caring' for me... but she hasnt been there. i dint mind her... she was easy to get along with, treated me as one of her own, and then she left for her and Denny's work all over the flippin place, and left candace in charge of me because james reminded me too much of the abusive fucker i WAS living with. candace took care of me, and that got blown up becase james and melinda decided to take over, and theyre horrible. i had ALL the chores piled up on me, while amber and sammy had one or two things to do. so i did all that without grudging, took their shit, and finally i got tired of it. so i moved in with rob. with talking to him, his mom and his dad i decided i wanted to be here. i love being over here. im more like an adult... i get to cook and clean... blah blah blah, but its my own damn mess not a 4 and 6 year old's or a 12 and 17 year old's or a 23 and 24 and 2 week old's shitty diapers that i am picking up off the floor. i have my OWN mess to worry about, thats IT! i may not have left on the best of terms,. but i AM in the state of Georgia, an adult by the age of 17, and i am living with no other family members... i WAS KICKED OUT... fuck them i was tired of their shit, and they didnt... ahh forget it... my venting is done...
Felicity
New Queen of Taterville