el uno montho... :)

[strbrrymilkshk]

today was mine and brentley's one month, and i talked to him last night. this is the first time he has ever made a relationship last that long. i think that is sweet.... well he said last night he was going to plan something extra special, one cuz he really loved me and cared about me, and 2 he wanted it to be special. so i was waiting all day, and i guess i am still in waiting... for absolutely nothing cuz today was also his best friend's birthday... mike.... well... he went over there, and i never got anything special... i didnt mean materialistic wise, but i never even got a kiss.... when he left school, he said... "k, gotta go, love you bye" thats all i got. i am just not in a good mood a bit let down considering how much he was into surprising me and stuff... so yea. *sigh*
i understand he has friend's and he has known mike since 3rd grade, i am just a lil bit dissappointed. i hope that doesnt sound like i am being a controlling greedy bitch, i am not i just... i dunno..................
i <3 brentley.....