Sep 23, 2008 19:46
Sigh... my motivation to do anything worth a damn is completely sapped today. I'm microwaving some soup, and i'll spend the foreseeable remainder of the evening watching something like Twilight Zone and just turning my brain off. I'm getting more and more convinced that I need a vacation. Not because i'm particularly busy at the moment- training has died down now that the new hires are integrated, and there's a bit of a break till the next group comes through. I'm going to be focusing on my ACTUAL job for the next few days, which, since i've been busy doing everything else in the division, should put some numbers behind how awesome I am. Which will be good, because that way even if I don't get the official trainer position I'm dying to get, I'll at least have an argument for getting a raise in my current position. Yaye for now!
But anyway, it's not work that makes me think I need a vacation, it's that I haven't been... still... in a long time. I haven't gone on long midnight walks, i haven't sat down and played a video game for an obscene amount of time... I haven't wasted time. I'm really good at that wasting time thing. I kinda miss it.
And when was the last time I pulled an all-nighter? seriously?! I need to go 36 hours without sleep. At least.
And I need to do something mischievous.
Any suggestions?