Eureeka! perhaps?
So, I have come to the conclusion that I'm simply not ment to be still.
Now, don't take me the wrong way; I have cultivated a way of life that allows me peace and stability and I'm not going to sacrifice those things.
But I've been to sedentary. It has occured to me that I shine my brightest when I am active. I haven't played sports or done martial arts in forever, but I was happy in those things. I haven't acted in years. My current LARP character spends more than half the night sitting and looming and brooding.
And so, I will do something active. Something new. I will let my brightness shine through.
First step, figure out something to do. I'm thinking i might ACTUALLY learn how to play the guitar. For serious this time. I happen to know a musician or two, one of which is actually reputable. He has agreed to mentor me, and I'm looking forward to it.
Think i'll take up parkour as well. it'll give me something to do when i'm sick of practicing the guitar.
Now, don't take me the wrong way; I have cultivated a way of life that allows me peace and stability and I'm not going to sacrifice those things.
But I've been to sedentary. It has occured to me that I shine my brightest when I am active. I haven't played sports or done martial arts in forever, but I was happy in those things. I haven't acted in years. My current LARP character spends more than half the night sitting and looming and brooding.
And so, I will do something active. Something new. I will let my brightness shine through.
First step, figure out something to do. I'm thinking i might ACTUALLY learn how to play the guitar. For serious this time. I happen to know a musician or two, one of which is actually reputable. He has agreed to mentor me, and I'm looking forward to it.
Think i'll take up parkour as well. it'll give me something to do when i'm sick of practicing the guitar.