Jan 26, 2005 16:32
hmmm....today was pretty boring, nothing exciting happened. omfgosh...we have a new student in HST II..well not really new i kno the guy, a lil 2 well. he came from med-high back to donna and it really sux! gosh ..he really didn't talk 2 me or any of the people that use to attend med-high (we were his friends i suppose) well yea he's one of my ex's..and it was a serious thing we had. i felt so weird when he walked in, like grose even! i really do dread that he came here, i mean i thought it was enough that he was partially the reason i left medhigh and i don't even talk 2 him really as a friend either. i just started to feel real bad..but i tried to act normal and i still said stoopid shyt like i usually do! but memories were flying thro my head, and i couldn't help but think about how he hurt me. i think i hate him..but that is sorta cruel to say cuz at one time i did <3 him (don't kno why, i think i was just infatuated)! maybe i just dislike the guy..he used me, i guess thats what i hate. today had to be like the worse day this year......i doubt it can get any worse well bye bye for now
-straylightrun_x <3