today
there's rain, and birds, and rain, and leaves, and rain, and new black pavement shiny with rain.
and grey clouds are crowded in, making the sun rise late.
a beautiful morning.
and for the first time in days, with the sky broken... finally - i can breathe, and my head isn't hurting for once.
building weather is beautiful, but it hurts before it finally crashes down and is what it promised.
i'm so tired. but i have so much to do. and work.
i hate work.
and school, later.
i hate that too.
god, give me a life of worry free idle time. i promise i won't do anything bad. [well, not much.]
just a few decades without worrying about money, or a career, or responsibility.
you don't have to grant that to anyone but me, that way it'll be easier.
i think that's fair.
and grey clouds are crowded in, making the sun rise late.
a beautiful morning.
and for the first time in days, with the sky broken... finally - i can breathe, and my head isn't hurting for once.
building weather is beautiful, but it hurts before it finally crashes down and is what it promised.
i'm so tired. but i have so much to do. and work.
i hate work.
and school, later.
i hate that too.
god, give me a life of worry free idle time. i promise i won't do anything bad. [well, not much.]
just a few decades without worrying about money, or a career, or responsibility.
you don't have to grant that to anyone but me, that way it'll be easier.
i think that's fair.