stuff and junk... one of those longer posts. feel free to read just the second paragraph though.
the feeling of fall came and although the weather has brightened up since it first showed its face, it's left its mark on me. those two days or so of that slight chill and that autumn smell that always eludes to winter's arrival came and stayed here and it won't leave until it's everywhere. it's the one feeling that remains constant, in grade school the feeling of summer being over and going back to school. no more skateboarding and trips to get slurpees on a warm afternoon with friends. in highschool, when the parties ended and essays took their place. now it has no real meaning, just the feelings it evoked prior to this point in my life all crumpled into one another. i'm back at shool for something i couldnt be happier taking but it just feels like i'm weighed down by that awful feeling of fall. there are few people that i know are here for me and thats comforting, i'm very glad to have them. i've been making my time with friends and good company lately as much as i could but thats all coming to an abrupt stop.
for the past few days i've spent the majority of my time writing songs and playing music in my bedroom with the door bolted shut with a team of wolves guarding the door. it seems that right now my full focus has been in my music because thats all i can really feel any better doing. i've asked a few people to record some things with me if they wanted because i've committed myself to recording an album. i have just over half of the songs i want done and the rest are in the works. i am planning on taking these songs, after recording rough versions of them, to the hive to rerecord them and make an album. i've saved up for a while for this and went without eating a few times so i could get there but i'm really excited. i havent said a word of it to anyone until now because it's something that i didnt want forced and people are really good at making you feel terrible for not doing what you said you would. i know some of you are musically inclined and if you would like to write something with me please call me up because this is something i really want to do.
alright... fall sucks, recording music... what else... i guess thats it.
take care.
-ryan
for the past few days i've spent the majority of my time writing songs and playing music in my bedroom with the door bolted shut with a team of wolves guarding the door. it seems that right now my full focus has been in my music because thats all i can really feel any better doing. i've asked a few people to record some things with me if they wanted because i've committed myself to recording an album. i have just over half of the songs i want done and the rest are in the works. i am planning on taking these songs, after recording rough versions of them, to the hive to rerecord them and make an album. i've saved up for a while for this and went without eating a few times so i could get there but i'm really excited. i havent said a word of it to anyone until now because it's something that i didnt want forced and people are really good at making you feel terrible for not doing what you said you would. i know some of you are musically inclined and if you would like to write something with me please call me up because this is something i really want to do.
alright... fall sucks, recording music... what else... i guess thats it.
take care.
-ryan