Life `_`
Year 2 is starting soon.
Being in poly made me realise so many different things.
So many different kinds of people.
Made many new friends.
Lost some in the same year.
Honestly I don't know what to think.
Was it me? Or was it them?
Sigh.
IG's good.
But of course, there are some inner conflicts.
I still got to band of course, but it's disappointing.
Seeing people who once loved band so much, stop coming to practices.
So many things.
And I'm afraid of disappointing people as well.
I know I'm the 'mostly talk no action' kind of person.
And I know I should change.
But I'm afraid. Afraid of being wrong.
But if I don't, I'll end up disappointing people. Argh.
I don't think this post makes much sense.
I shall just keep writing in my diary ;_;
Being in poly made me realise so many different things.
So many different kinds of people.
Made many new friends.
Lost some in the same year.
Honestly I don't know what to think.
Was it me? Or was it them?
Sigh.
IG's good.
But of course, there are some inner conflicts.
I still got to band of course, but it's disappointing.
Seeing people who once loved band so much, stop coming to practices.
So many things.
And I'm afraid of disappointing people as well.
I know I'm the 'mostly talk no action' kind of person.
And I know I should change.
But I'm afraid. Afraid of being wrong.
But if I don't, I'll end up disappointing people. Argh.
I don't think this post makes much sense.
I shall just keep writing in my diary ;_;