musings...musings
I'm reading a book for pleasure!!! It's called The King's Ransom and is about WWII Bulgaria...it's really, really good! I'm almost done, and will have to find another book to read when I finish...I'm thinking a good science/educational book to get my brain wheels turning...any suggestions? Not neccesarily a scientific book, but any good book in general. I'm relying on my heavily well read friends here...michelle, karen, kelley, any one else who feels like contributing?...ok seriously, I need to keep my mind in active mode or its going to be tough in af few weeks!
i feel like such a hypocrite...i hate how people see one part of me , but it's not really me...i hate how my pride gets in the way and i decide to tell teh world and my friends that i'm growing, progressing, living for God...but inside i'm dying, withering away...i hate how i feel like i can't "burden" someone with my hurts and burdens, even though i know they wouldn't mind...why? i need to get away...i'm so looking foward to a few days without my family...with me, God, and the amazing people in my life who give me a "slap in the face" when I need it...
i feel like such a hypocrite...i hate how people see one part of me , but it's not really me...i hate how my pride gets in the way and i decide to tell teh world and my friends that i'm growing, progressing, living for God...but inside i'm dying, withering away...i hate how i feel like i can't "burden" someone with my hurts and burdens, even though i know they wouldn't mind...why? i need to get away...i'm so looking foward to a few days without my family...with me, God, and the amazing people in my life who give me a "slap in the face" when I need it...