Here's to tonight
i was looking at my most recent livejournal entry, which was from over a year ago. its amazing how much has changed. there are so many memories here, i dont know what to do with all of them; laugh, cry, roll my eyes...last night i was driving in the car with 5 really freakin awesome people blasting/singing/screaming fastball and i realized that that's going to be gone in 2 months. im not going to spend my friday and saturday nights sitting at platt anymore looking for a party to go to. if i want to visit one of my friends im going to have to get in a car and drive for 5 hours. i wont be able to sit at red robin at 10 oclock at night and reminisce about the past 17 years. so much has gone on and being away will make things even harder to remember. i hope my past isnt completely left behind and will come visit me frequently in santa cruz *hinthint.* i have 17 more hours left and then im a college student getting ready to move out on my own, and i can never go back. this stuff is crazy!