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Sometimes I realize how long I've been gone from Vegas and all the people I left behind. It makes me kind of sad but at the same time I am very glad I made the choice to move out of that shit hole. I do really really miss my friends though. Stephanie, Sheena, Amber, Cathy, Courtney, Lil Miss Amie whom lives in TEXAS as of the 17th this month.... I have friends out here but its not like my friends back home that I have known for so long and shared so many good times with.. and I KNOW they would back me in the time of need. I meet people and drop them like nothin after just a few months... it's so weird.. I try to give people the benefit of the doubt and feel em out for a while then they end up being this lying, backstabbing, non user friendly pieces of shit. It's okay though. I did manage to find a good guy.. which is weird.. I'm dating a dude.. for a while there I thought I was going to be lesbian for life. I think if things didn't work out with me and this guy I prob will go back to the dark side. ;) I do miss women sometimes.. my guy called me out on it yesterday actually. LoL... He tells me he never dated someone that was so into women before... makes me laugh. Annnyways... him and my college friends are the only stable friends I have out here... the rest of the people I've met... I hardly hang out with em or I don't see em at all anymore. Nuts. People are crazy. Ohhhh yea.. it is sooo fucking hard to get a job out here... I hear it's hard in Vegas right now too.. so you guys can't even imagine what it's like on a fucking island with only so many jobs. Shitty I tell you.. I've only gotten work for about 3 weeks from this temp agency since I've been here. Thank goodness for NV Unemployment though.. That shit should last me another 4 months... then I'm really gonna be hurting. I am thinkin about selling my hemp necklaces though.. maybe tyedying some shit... farmers market whhhat.. it's like 25$ for a table for 2 days or something. Wouldn't mind testing that out.. even just selling necklaces on the sidewalk for a lil while to tourist may be a good idea.... It's so different here.. money is so not as important.. I mean money will always be important.. but out here it's more about surviving and getting by than being loaded and having tons of money. I like it. :) It's nice... less stress.
Anywho.. Peace out niggities.
Anywho.. Peace out niggities.