Apr 03, 2010 19:26
Last Sunday, I went with my room mate to her mom's funeral. She had passed a little more then a week prior and she knew it was coming. I was the first one she called early on a Tuesday morning walking through the mall on my way to the store. Ever sense then, at least 3 times a day, i think .... what am I going to do when that is me in the same situation?
THe funeral was so sweet. Jenn and Kathy did such a great job putting it all together all so quickly. I just hope that I do the same.
Her mom was only 5 years older then my mom. I know anything can happen at anytime in your life but I am no where prepared for something like that to interfere.
I just can not get it out of my head. I have even been getting crazy feelings about the day that my mom is taken from me and I start crying.
I love Carmen Naomi Jean Gonzales Ellis. And I want nothing more then to make her proud of me for the rest of our lives.