May 30, 2004 21:03
i have a week. i have a lot to do. i have no immediate employment upon my arrival. i'm giving up my cat, but to whom -i still don't know. wednesday is my last day of work, both at st. v's and at ama. i may never see frank again. sg is over till i'm settled with broadband and no grandmother checking over my shoulder.
i'm scared. not of moving on, but leaving my favorite people, again. visiting just isn't the same. i'm afraid of making new friends; even more of not making any. i'm afraid of going back to school, although it's already in the works. i'm scared to death of running my own classroom; instead of helping someone else out, who happens to be in charge.
i have a week.