Nov 23, 2004 22:32
Wow I know I've been told a lot of times by different people that I'm melodramatic but I'm the way I am because I can't help it
I've been having a really great time lately and I just found out why ... I was a replacement (well a temporary one) for something that someone else didn't have and now that this person's found wat he's looking for ... he doesn't need me anymore
I put myself through this everyday and I think I finally figured out why ... It's way beyond the fact that I like this person (a lot) it's the fact that I know I can rely on this person to be there and to (somewat) like me back ...
I'm such a fool and in the end ... I end up having to share ...
Sometimes when u find paradise u have to fight to stay in because it will be the best place u ever visit ...
I said visit because no matter how hard I fight, I could never stay there ...
Right now I'm locked out and it's really gray out here by myself ...
These are my heartbreaking realities ...