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i hate being a girl. nothing fun or good comes out of being a girl, it just all SUCKS! grr... i dyed my hair blonde, i really hate it. it doesnt really look right...i dunno, i guess im just not used to it, its kinda 2 different colors tho, which makes me angry, its lighter on top, and darker on the bottom, but it mostly blends together. its too blonde tho, i went to some stupid professional to get it done, and she messed it up, grrrrrrr, messed it up at $112 a pop. bitch.
i wish i was good at something, i hate how all these other people are all good at a certain thing, like drawing, or singing, or making people laugh, i am so jealous. i want to have something about me that im good at that everyone knows me for.
apparantly im bipolar. my counselor person thing told my mom that i am, and some other counselor my mom goes to, that i have met twice insists i am too, which i think is bullshit. nobody who has met me a total of 2 freakin times can pin point me as something like that, fuck them .