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wow, its really cute how everyone thinks i cant make my own decisions, real cute (sarcasm). so sorry that i want to have a fucking part in my own life. I can make my own choices, im not 5, i dont need someone to hold my hand with every little choice i make, its fucking crazy. I know the fucking consequences of my own choices, im old enough to handle the shit that comes along with my choices, so everyone should stop fucking trying to run my life and "protect" me, fuck that, I enjoy all the dumb things i do, and if i make a mistake, its on me, and im perfectly cool with that. and then everyone wants to be a fucking snitch when they think i do something wrong, if im fine with the choice i make, then why the fuck should other people feel the need to be involved, i dont kill people, i wasnt drugged up, i was and am fine with everything i do. if someone isnt happy with the choices i make, then fine, they can keep it to themselves, or just fuck themselves, either one is fine by me. i wanna grow up on my own, once im away at college its not like someones going to bo able to "spank me" if i get drunk, so whatever. if i want to be friends with someone, i fucking will, nobody can say, hey they once looked at u funny, dont talk to them, fuck off, people are so childish and lame, i dont try to run anyones life, so nobody should try to steer me in any direction in not ready to go in. maybe im not a fucking bitch and dont cut someone out of my life for being mean to me once, maybe i can forgive and forget, obviously it seems to me like some people i know need some fucking work on that.
i might be taking some people off my friends list, since it seems like i cant trust anyone really anymore. and oh, thats just such a great feeling, knowing that everyone around you is untrustworthy (sarcasm). even the people who swear on their life that they'll keep my secrets cant, so why bother anymore.