Do you ever have one of those days?
Im thinking that things are good, but then im not sure. Im not sure if he is upset because I didnt come out there or not, but all day its been hard to get an "i love you" out of him. Ok so we dont have to say it EVERY time we talk, but I thought he liked to. This is question. My boyfriend use to text me "i fucking love you" all the time. It was odd but I felt that. For some reason, it felt that so strong that he of all people had to say "fucking." My boyfriend DOES NOT swear. Whats going on. He doesnt do that anymore. He still says it, but its more of a chore. Is he getting bored with me. Maybe this is not for public viewing. Maybe I shouldnt be typing such things out, but sometimes when there is no one to call and its almost 11pm and seems to late to bother...How else does one express their thoughts? It will be much later or a few days from now even, if this gets read, hopefully by then I will have talked this over.
Im glad March is over, no serious losses yet. Oh except possibly my job with no response from resume's I sent out. Thats not good. Although surgery soons approaches and I must stay at Bay until after that anyway. I have that whole week to find something else.
Im glad March is over, no serious losses yet. Oh except possibly my job with no response from resume's I sent out. Thats not good. Although surgery soons approaches and I must stay at Bay until after that anyway. I have that whole week to find something else.